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tangledinme @ 2006-01-18T16:02:00

2006-01-18T21:00:50Z

tangledinme @ 2006-01-08T16:35:00

2006-01-08T21:32:56Z

my icon is by [info]iiicon

tangledinme @ 2005-12-31T14:37:00

2005-12-31T19:40:51Z

2...0...0...5
(x) stayed single
() got your first kiss..
() kissed someone new
() made-out in a car
() kissed in the snow
() kissed in the rain
() fell in love
(x) fell in 'love' with a fool
(x) had your heart be hurt
() broke someone else's heart
() had a stalker
() am having a good relationship with someone
() got head
() questioned your sexual orientation
() came out of the closet (if ur gay)
() gotten pregnant
() gotten someone else pregnant
() had an abortion
() gotten married
() had a divorce
() had a gay marriage
() kissed someone of the same sex
() dated someone u'll never forget
(x) done something u've regreted
(x) lost faith in love
() kissed under misletoe
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WORK/SCHOOL
() got a promotion
() got a pay raise
() changed jobs
() lost your job
() quit your job
() dated a co-worker
() dated your boss
() dated your boss' daughter/son
() got fired from your job
() got straight A's
(X) met one teacher you really like
(X) met one teacher you really hated
(X) found the subject you love
(x) failed a class
() cut class
() skipped school
(X) did something you were proud of
(X) proved yourself an idiot
(X) embarassed yourself in front of the class
() fell in love with a teacher
() got lead in the school play
() made a varsity team..
(X) did something you'll never forget
---------------------------------
OTHER
(X) painted a picture
(x) wrote a poem
() ran a mile
(X) listened to music you couldn't stand
() skinny-dipped
(X) went to a sleepover
() went to camp
() threw a surprise party
(X) laughed till you cried
() laughed till you peed in your pants
() visited a foreign country
() visted a different state
() cooked a disasterous meal
(X) lost something important to you
(X) got a gift you adore
(X) realized something new about yourself
(x) went on a diet
() tried to gain weight
() dyed your hair [[i got hi-lights]]
(X) came close to losing your life
(x) someone close to you died
() reunited with a friend
(X) realized your truest freinds
(x) told a secret that would ruin your life if revealed
() threw a party
(X) went to a party
() drank alchohol
() drank alchohol underage
() did (a) drug(s)
() got drunk
() got arrested
(x) read a great book
(X) saw a great movie
(X) saw a movie so scary that it made you cry
() saw your favorite band/artist live
() saw someone famous in person
() did something you want to tell everyone
() Enjoyed this year overall
cant wait for oh6

tangledinme @ 2005-12-27T16:50:00

2005-12-27T22:17:03Z

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Our lives are like snow angels; no matter how hard we try to make them flawless, they always end up being just less than perfect.

*i am both of your directions-
somehow I remain hanging downward the most
as both of your directions pull me*
♥ marilyn Monroe

*you know that place between asleep and awake...
where you still remember dreaming?
that's where i will always think of you.*
♥ tinkerbell

noone has it figured out. everyone you idolize wakes up scared to be themselves sometimes. the signature you put on your wall should reflect the content of these individuals rather than press clippings and well worded one liners that are designed to make you swoon over them/us.
she'd be a pornstar but the camera is only incidental.
sometimes its okay to laugh at yourself. don't believe all the hype- they say.
i put your picture in a frame and put it upside down on my desk so you couldnt get out.
there was a time before this all started when you were just normal. and it will exist again.
i love you but only in hour increments.
the best friends you will ever have is a pen and paper. they will never fall astray.
some peoples self esteem is based completely on whether they can make anonymous internet postings or not.
the skin in a five inch spot on one girl, that noone knows, back is the smoothest and safest place on the planet.
you're biggest fantasy is walking away from the life (they think) you lead.
everything seems like a good thing to say right before you click "submit" buttons- everything seems like a mistake afterwards.
you are cute but you are disappointing. you make a great picture but only an okay article.
in the biblical era all these "emo mouthpieces" would be considered leaders of religious offshoots. but here it's just girls pants and eyeliner.
i promise i won't blame you for your behavior, if you won't blame me for mine. next year i want to move to a farm in the middle of nebraska.
what you think is your personality is just a collage of seventeen articles and cleverly contrived lyrics. read a book - talk to someone very old - fall asleep with the window open - write down a secret about yourself. escape.
godbless the away message.
on your best day you are a hack compared to hemingway and sharon olds. you will be okay though.
its not that noone cares. its just that everyone gets scared. no exceptions.
you're beside me on the seat
got your hands between my knees

so come on baby, get in -- look at the trouble we're in

And then there are times
when I wish I could just "not care" like you do.
Times when I wish I could just as easily walk away from you.
But I can't
and you know it

Wouldn't life be perfect if sweatpants were sexy, mondays were fun, junk food didn't make you fat, girls didn't cause drama, boys weren't so damn confusing, nothing was regrettable, friendships didn't fade, hearts couldn't be broken, and goodbyes only meant 'til tomorrow?

we were never supposed to be found out ;;
but you & your big mouth

and i'll write what i "feel"
so you don't have to listen
i was always a minor inconvenience

& i don't care what kind of guy you are;;
just take me for long drives in the car
smell beautiful
& never forget how amazing i am.
that's all.

so i've decided you're worth it.
just please don't prove me wrong.
because that wouldn't be the first time.

hey stupid.
i loved you.
apparently that was no big deal.

i forgave but i never forgot
the smell of your leather seats
your beautiful eyes
& the rips in your jeans.
this is one of those times,
when i wish i did .

i figured out that you never really win.
you just learn a little each time.
& sometimes,
it even begins to hurt a little less.
but that's only if you get really good.

the same thing that blew us together
MIGHT BLOW US APART
so keep a piece of me precious
and close to your heart

oh to be the ocean
and fall in love with the moon

a kiss is not just a kiss
a smile is more than a smile
maybe we get together
maybe f o r e v e r
maybe just for a while

i've seen the look in your eye
i've seen you wondering why
there's a centre of gravity
brings you near to me
nearer all the time

while I ignore, that we both felt like this
before
it starts to show
so if I had a chance…
Would you let me know?

Oh you're breaking my heart again.

I look up at the sky
my mouth is open wide, sky and taste
what’s the use in worrying, what’s the use in hurrying
turn turn we almost become dizzy
i am who I am who I am well who am i
requesting some enlightenment
could I have been anyone other than me?

come clean, there's no sun yet
the only lights here are made
i can't speak, i can't hear, but i know i'm real
there's no warm here anyway

oh, the night becomes the space that's somewhere in between
what i feel and what i'm told.

tangledinme @ 2005-12-21T19:31:00

2005-12-22T00:43:32Z

January
1. did you have a new year's resolution this year? YES
2. if so, did you go through with it? ME!
3. does it snow where you live? yes
4. do you like hot chocolate? YEA
5. have you ever been to times square to watch the ball drop? nope
6. do you or anyone you know have a birthday in this month? YES ME !!! AND MY GRAMMY

February
1. did you have a valentine last year? NO
2. did you WANT a valentine? SOMETIMES
3. did you play in the snow? NO I HATE SNOW
4. do you have february break? yes
5. when you were little, did you buy valentines for your whole
class? yes.
6. do you or anyone you know have a birthday in this month? MY MUMMY AND MY UNCLE BUDDY

March
1. are you Irish? YEA
2. do you wear green on St. Patty's Day? SOMETIMES IF IME FEELING FESTIVE
3. do you believe in leprechauns, four leaf clovers and all that
stuff? NO
4. do you or anyone you know have a birthday in this month? MY NANA

April
1. do you like the rain? yup
2. do you celebrate easter? yes
3. do you get tons of candy on easter? yep lol
4. Have you ever danced or kissed in the rain? danced
5. do you believe in the easter bunny? NO
6. do you or anyone you know have a birthday in this month? NO ONE THAT I CAN THINK OF

May
1. what's your favorite kind of flower? TULUPS
2. do you love your mommy? yeah
3. do you like the spring? yes
4. finish the phrase; APRIL SHOWERS: bring may flowers
5. what would you think of as a spring color? ALL PASTELS COLORS
6. do you or anyone you know have a birthday in this month? AMANDA AND RYAN I THINK

June
1. what's the last grade you graduated from? 9TH
2. what day did/do you graduate school? I DONT KNOW
3. do you love your daddy? NOPE( LONG STORY)
4. do you or anyone you know have a birthday in this month? NOYTTHAT I CAN THINK OF

July
1. do you have any special occasions on 4th of july? MY GRAMMY USED TO HAVE A BIG PARTY BUTNOT ANYMORE
2. would you consider yourself patriotic? YES
3. do you go on any vacations during this month? nope
4. ever gotten really drunk on 4th of july? NOPE
5. do you or anyone you know have a birthday in this month? UNCLE STEVIE

August
1. do you do anything special to end off your summer? I WISH
2. does school start during this month? YES END OF AUG
3. do you go swimming a lot in the summer? yes
4. do you like swimming? yes
5. do you go to the beach a lot? yepp
6. do you or anyone you know have a birthday in this month? KATHARY

September
1. does school start during this month? NOPE
2. do you like school? no
4. who's your favorite teacher? this year? uhh none of them? lol
5. do you like fall better than summer? nooo
6. do you or anyone you know have a birthday in this month? GREG MOMO

October
1. what was your craziest halloween costume ever?I WAS MINI MOUSE ONE YEAR
2. do you still go trick or treating? sometimes
3. what's your favorite candy? 100 GRANDS <THIS IS WAY IM FAT 4. what are you gonna be this year? umm NEXT year you mean? .. idk! 5. do you or anyone you know have a birthday in this month? NOT THAT I CAN THINK OF November 1. who's house do you usually go to for thanksgiving? MY GRAMMY 2. do you like stuffing? YEA 3. what are you thankful for? MY FAMILY FRIENDS MYCOOL CLOTHES AND A HOUSE TO LIVE IN 4. name everyone who's at your family dinners? ME MUM BRANDON STEVE MOMO NANA PAPA AND DOLLY GRAMMIES CAT 5. do you or anyone you know have a birthday in this month? KRISTAL MY BEST BEST BEST FRIEND IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD December 1. do you celebrate christmas? yes 2. hannukah? no 3. do you get presents? yep 4. what's your favorite present you ever got? IM GETTING AN I POD THIS XMAS AND A NEW CELL PHONE CAUSE TERRY WAS HUGE 5. do you like cold weather?NOOOOOOOOOOOO 6. do you or anyone you know have a birthday in this month? LINDEY

tangledinme @ 2005-12-06T20:32:00

2005-12-07T01:30:28Z

i am open-minded!

How indie are you? test by ridethefader

You're pretty knowledgeable about music in general. You like indie music, sure, but that's only part of it.
You'll listen to any old shit as long as it sounds good to you. You're not snobby about music at all, you
just like what you like. How boring. Curiously, this makes you popular with the opposite sex.

tangledinme @ 2005-12-03T17:27:00

2005-12-03T22:26:26Z

omfg i love my nwe icon thanx[info]donewithlike_

tangledinme @ 2005-12-03T17:11:00

2005-12-03T22:12:59Z

FOB ROCKS MY SOCKS!!!!!!!!!

tangledinme @ 2005-12-03T13:04:00

2005-12-03T19:48:24Z

more pics of nicole!

tangledinme @ 2005-12-03T12:19:00

2005-12-03T17:17:51Z

OMFG

tangledinme @ 2005-12-02T21:30:00

2005-12-03T03:12:14Z

fav pics of nicole richie!

my fav pics of mk!

2005-11-28T02:07:22Z

tangledinme @ 2005-11-26T23:43:00

2005-11-27T04:43:42Z

loves it

tangledinme @ 2005-11-26T22:14:00

2005-11-27T03:13:53Z

mooshapaka im lindey
Ryy 1 1 2 9 9 ryan

tangledinme @ 2005-11-26T22:13:00

2005-11-27T03:13:03Z

mooshapaka im lindey

tangledinme @ 2005-11-26T22:08:00

2005-11-27T03:09:08Z

tangledinme @ 2005-11-26T21:14:00

2005-11-27T02:15:54Z

[info]morbidmuch

tangledinme @ 2005-11-08T16:34:00

2005-11-08T21:33:18Z

http://www.kurthalsey.com/
omg i love the drawings

ellyse♥

tangledinme @ 2005-11-02T19:29:00

2005-11-03T00:28:29Z

I wrote you a letter on construction paper
Doodled stick figures in the corner
And told you I liked you
Kindergarten crush
You walked me home under the autumn leaves
Our mom’s smiling while walking behind us.
I wrote you a letter on notebook paper
Doodled my name in the corner
And told you someone told me you liked me
Did you?
Elementary School Crush
You walked me home under the spring clouds
Our friends walking behind us
Laughing and spreading stories.
Wrote you a letter on stationary paper
Doodled hearts in the corner
Told you I had never felt this way about anyone
Highschool love
You walked me home under the summer stars
No one walking behind us
When you kissed me like a movie star under the street light
Wrote you a letter on tear stained paper
Soaked the corner with wet drops from my eyes
Told you I missed you
One sided love
No one walked me home under the cold winter sky
Only your memory behind me
And your letter in my hand.

omg this almost made me cry!

tangledinme @ 2005-10-23T00:45:00

2005-10-23T04:48:52Z

read sex drugs and cocopuffs
art freaks and prom queens
faking 19
thin skin
the Fuck up

tangledinme @ 2005-10-23T00:38:00

2005-10-23T04:38:45Z

icon by
rionn(user name)

tangledinme @ 2005-10-07T20:48:00

2005-10-08T00:47:38Z

70 or more u have no life(i have no life)
(1) Grease
(2) Pirates of the Caribbean
( ) Boondock Saints
(3) The Mexican
(4 ) Fight Club
(5 ) Starsky and Hutch
( ) Neverending Story
(7 ) Blazing Saddle
() Airplane
(5) The Princess Bride
( ) Young Frankenstien
( ) AnchorMan: The Legend of Ron Burgandy
(8) Napoleon Dynamite
( ) Saw
( ) White Noise
( ) White Oleander
(9 ) Anger Management
(10) 50 First Dates
(11 ) Jason X
(12 ) Scream
(13) Scream 2
(14 ) Scream 3
( 15) Scary Movie
(16) Scary Movie 2
(17) Scary Movie 3
(18 ) American Pie
(19) American Pie 2
(20 ) American Wedding
() Harry Potter
() Harry Potter 2
() Harry Potter 3
( ) Resident Evil I
( ) Resident Evil 2
(21 )The Wedding Singer
( )Little Black Book
( )The Village
(22)Donnie Darko
(23) Lilo & Stitch
(24) Finding Nemo
() Finding Neverland
(25 ) Ghosts
() Signs
(26) The Grinch
(27) Texas Chainsaw Massacre
(28) White Chicks
( ) Butterfly Effect
() Thirteen Going on 30
() I, Robot
(29 ) Dodgeball: A True Underdog Story
( ) Universal Soldier
(30) A Series Of Unfortunate Events
(31 ) Along Came Polly
( ) Deep Impact
( ) KingPin
(29) Never Been Kissed
(30) Meet The Parents
(31 ) Meet the Fockers
( ) Eight Crazy Nights
(32 ) A Cinderella Story
() the Terminal
(33) The Lizzie McGuire Movie
(34) Passport to Paris
(35) Dumb & Dumber
( ) Dumb & Dumberer
(36) Final Destination
(37) Final Destination 2
(38 ) Halloween
() The Ring
() The Ring 2
( ) Harold & Kumar Get the Munchies
( ) Practical Magic
( ) Chicago
(39 ) Ghost Ship
( ) From Hell
( ) Hellboy
(40) Secret Window
() I Am Sam
(41 ) The Whole Nine Yards
(42) The Day After Tomorrow
(43 ) Child's Play
( 44) Bride of Chucky
(45) Ten Things I Hate About You
(46) Just Married
( ) Gothika
(47 ) Nightmare on Elm Street
(48) Sixteen Candles
( ) Coach Carter
( 50) Bad Boys
(51 ) Bad Boys 2
(52) Joy Ride
(53 ) Seven
( ) Ocean's Eleven
( ) Ocean's Twelve
( ) Identity
( ) Lone Star
(54 ) Bedazzled
( ) Predator I
( ) Predator II
() Independence Day
( ) Cujo
( ) A Bronx Tale
() Darkness Falls
( ) Christine
(55) ET
( ) Children of the Corn
(56 ) My Boss' daughter
(57) Maid in Manhattan
( ) Frailty
( ) Best Bet
(58 ) How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
(59) She's All That
() Calendar Girls
(60 ) Sideways
() Mars Attacks
( ) Event Horizon
() Ever After
(61) Forrest Gump
() Big Trouble in Little China
() X-men
() X-2
(62) Jeepers Creepers
(63) Jeepers Creepers 2
() Catch Me If You Can
() The Others
(64) Freaky Friday
( ) Reign of Fire
(65) Cruel Intentions
(66 ) The Hot Chick
() Swimfan
( ) Miracle
(67) Old School
( ) Ray
(68 ) The Notebook
( ) K-Pax
() Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring
() Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers
() Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King
(69) A Walk to Remember
() Boogeyman
(70 ) Hitch
( ) The Fifth Element
( ) Star Wars Episode I The Phantom Menace
() Star Wars Episode II Attack of The Clones
( ) Star Wars Episode III Revenge of The Sith
( ) Star Wars Episode IV A New Hope
( ) Star Wars Episode V The Empire Strikes Back
( ) Star Wars Episode VI Return of The Jedi...
(71 ) Troop Beverly Hills
( ) Swimming with Sharks
( ) Air Force One
( ) For Richer or Poorer
( ) Trainspotting
( ) People Under the Stairs
( ) Blue Velvet
(72) Sound of Music
(73) Parent Trap (old version)
(74) Parent Trap (lindsey lohan version)
( ) The Burbs
() The Terminator
( ) Empire Records
(75 ) Interview with the Vampire
( ) SLC Punk
(77 ) Meet Joe Black
(78) Nightmare Before Christmas
(79) The Silence of the Lambs
( ) Sleepy Hollow
( ) I Heart Huckabees
( ) 24 Hour Party People
( ) Labyrinth
( ) The Black Cauldron
( ) Kill Bill Volume One
( ) Kill Bill Volume Two
(80) Rocky Horror Picture Show

tangledinme @ 2005-09-28T18:49:00

2005-09-28T22:48:37Z

Before you make that first cut, remember--
You will find the blood and pain release addictive.
Even though you think you can make a few tiny cuts that aren't deep and will heal easily--
They will get deeper.
They will scar.
They will take sometimes months to heal.
And years for the scars to fade.
If you think you can limit the cutting to one area of your body think again.
It will spread when you run out of skin.
Be prepared to withdraw from others and live in a constant state of shame.
Even if you are the most honest person ever to live--
You will find yourself lying to the people you love.
You will jerk back from your friends when they touch you as if their hands were dipped in poison.
You will be terrified that they will feel something under the cloth of your shirt or because it just plain hurts so much to be touched.
Be prepared to get so out of control you fear your next cut because you don't know how bad it will be.
Just wait for 10 cuts to turn into 100.
Be prepared for your entire life to revolve around thinking about cutting--
Cutting and covering up cutting.
And just wait till that first time you cut "too deep."
And you freak out because the blood won't stop...
And you are gasping...
And you feel yourself shaking all over.
You are having a panic attack and you are terrified but you can`t tell anyone.
So you sit there alone...
Praying it will be okay--
Swearing you'll never let it go this far again...
But you will, and further....
Don't worry, you will learn how to take care of your cuts so that you can go deeper and deeper and avoid the ER.
And the better you get at treating your cuts,
The deeper they get.
You will lie to yourself and justify it when you find youself spending 20, 30, or 50 dollars every time you go the pharmacy.
You will feel the flutter of your heartbeat everytime you go to the counter to ring up your order.
Butterfly strips--
3 or 4 different kinds of dressings...
Betadine...
Antibiotic cream...
Medical tape...
Scar reducers...
You will tap your foot impatiently hoping the line will just move and noone will stare at you or wonder why you need all these things.
And at the same time secretly hope someone will notice--
Someone who is standing in line with an armful of the same supplies.
Someone who understands--
But of course that never happens.
Medical supplies won't be the only thing you spend all your money on.
Be prepared to buy a new wardrobe--
Longsleeve shirts in summer colors, bracelets, wristbands, boots...
The list goes on and on.
You will start looking at everyone in a different way.
Scanning their bodies for any signs of SI.
Just hoping that you might meet someone like you so you don't feel so terribly alone.
You wont even think about it,
As your eyes scan their wrists arms.
Hoping, just hoping they will be like you.
But they are not.
You will see their clean arms and feel terribly ashamed and alone.
You will start doing a lot of things alone.
You will always have to wash your laundry in private so no one sees the blood stains on your clothes and towels.
You will always be cleaning up the blood.
Scrubbing your bathroom floor.
Wiping the blood off your keyboard.
You won't be able to make it through a day without cutting.
Next thing you know you are in a public bathroom somewhere breaking open a scab with a sewing needle that you keep in your wallet for emergencies.
When you get really desperate,
Anything will be a cutting tool...
Scissors...a car key...a needle...a paperclip...even a pen.
Doesn't matter what it is if you need to cut bad enough you will find something.
Say goodbye to things you took for granted.
Like wearing shorts or sandals...pedicures...sleeveless tops.
A normal summer day at the beach or in a swimming pool will become a far off memory for you.
Get ready to itch.
Because you will itch and itch.
So much you will look like you have fleas or a skin disease.
You will become an expert on your body as you destroy it carefully.
You will dream about cutting.
You will dream about being exposed.
It will haunt you day and night and take over your life.
You will wish you never made that first cut because while you absolutely hate cutting--
At the same time you love it and can not live without it...

tangledinme @ 2005-09-24T18:20:00

2005-09-24T23:21:21Z

I adopted a cute lil' giraffe fetus
from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus!

this is pete

tangledinme @ 2005-09-23T22:56:00

2005-09-24T02:55:15Z